Ranting, Raving and Renewing

Of course, I am never "hot" but you know what I meant....have never been "hot" even during my skinny days, but granted..much more so than now. Can't do anything about the weight until I am better anyway...beside the point...LOL...I am still in bed today and will probably just stay here because I feel bad today. The past two days have been tough, but yesterday went well. First, thank you for all of the prayers.!!!! So many of you emailed, etc yesterday and I know your prayers and God's faithfulness carried me through yesterday morning. I enjoy singing more than I can even express and don't get to do it often. I am proud of the band, and the students who are so talented!! I am simply a "back-up singer" but my heart is FULL of the desire to lead in worship and that's all I want to do..to be used somehow to help bring others into worship!! Our grads did great, I was a mess...I mean a sweaty mess after being there early (really early for me and after having NO sleep, but I wanted soooo badly to be there), helping line up and organize seniors, running back and forth with that and singing the entire service...I DID however enjoy sitting and listening to my sweet Jeff preach an amazing sermon and charge to the graduates. I am glad and more than overwhelmed that I was able to go, on my own, no wheelchair, was extremely mobile like "normal" people. It was, in my eyes because only I truly KNOW what I've been through and how bad I have felt......a MIRACLE!! So, thanks for the prayers, and thank you God, for the srtength. I am sorry for not being able to talk to anyone really yesterday and having to "rush around" to get it all done, so I hope people will forgive me. Plus, I was dealing with something that had just happened personally so I am really sorry. It's kinda not the way I expected my second Sunday morning church outing to be after MONTHS, but I know I did what was neccesary. Just wish I wouldn't have appeared "rude" and if I did...please forgive me, those of you who were there. In my body and mind, since my mind doesn't work well for good reason and my body has to keep going or I'll FALL OUT........I had to just stay focused....now, I am IN THE BED for a few days. Thats okay. It's not really just yesterday that put me here...dealing with some other stuff and just know I NEED to rest....we must ALL listen to our own bodies. Sick or not!! Have a blessed and beautiful day today!!!!