Ranting, Raving and Renewing

So, amazingly enough, I was able to go out to eat with my sweet husband last night for my early birthday!!! Prayer is powerful people and I had asked God for a "break." Just a few good minutes and He delivered!!! We went to Outback and had a great steak and then he wheeled me around Wal-Mart in a wheelchair. PEOPLE LOVE TO STARE and I guess figure out why someone must be wheeled around.....I wanted to say...."Sorry, I have a fever blister on my lip and its hard to walk" Whatever!!! Maybe it was just my stunning beauty!!! LOL anyway...it was a good night and I am thankful! So, I need to remind myself of the few good hours no matter what today or tomorrow holds. Right now, I am going back to bed, while the sweet doggies are sleeping on the bed too and my hubby is kayaking. He felt bad leaving me but if ANYONE deserves to have some fun...HE DOES!!! He gave me a dozen gorgeous red roses and a beautiful bouquet of yellow roses and white flowers yesterday just because!! Of course, I arranged them and put ribbons around the vases but HEY.....I am NOT complaining!!! I'll continue to keep you all posted and give you progress reports on my fever blister!! HAHA!!! I don't really have one. Guess you figured that out! Hope tomorrow is a great day for all the mom's, a good birthday for me, and it holds a blessing for the non-mommy's and pre-mommy's like me who desperately want children. Also, be mindful of those who have lost their mother's. It IS a day of celebration, but can be hard for many people, including myself. It's easy to tell someone to be thankful for what they have (and I am, believe it or not) but for people who have children and living mom's......please try to be considerate of those who don't. Tomorrow is a celebration of life and love that so many mom's give and have given through the years, a time to remember mom's we may have lost and celebrate the life they lived. But, a sad time for the want to be mom's and those who've lost babies. After two miscarriages, I know my sweet babies are alive in Heaven right now bringing joy and proabably playing with Petey, Goliath, Gabby, Red, Punkin and Bun (the Stilwell zoo). Whether you believe that or not is irrelevant to me.....it is what I see and it brings me joy to think about it!! :) Rememeber....I tell it like it is!!!!