Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Runnin on EMPTY

And I don't mean my car!! Although that I wouldn't mind THAT so much right now, unless of course I had "putt, putt, putted" into the gas station, and as I was slooooooooowly rolling in, 3 men had to help me make it to the pump. Now that would be, well WAS embarrassing. LOL Worse, more embarrassing things have happened.....Since I digressed after the first sentence of this post, let me get back on track. :) I am still waiting on my natural sleep aid to come in the mail, and with it being a holiday and weekend the past 3 days, I may not have it until the end of the week. I meant to get it at the Center in Atlanta Thursday and what do ya know? However, we had JUST established through my bloodwork (PROOF) that there's a reason I can watch a movie one weekend in the theater and then when it comes out on DVD, PROMISE I have NOT seen it, all the way til the end. And, nope, still don't remember. I may even comment "That was an AWESOME movie." Jeff and my friends (who've always thought I was dingy) just laugh at me. This CAN come in handy if it's a really good movie! LOL..Have to laugh about it and look on the bright side. Anyway, brain function, uh, not so much right now, so is it crazy that I forgot my pills? NOT FOR ME!!I didn't sleep hardly at all Thursday night after returning home from Atlanta, slept 10 hrs Friday and Saturday nights (and still felt like I hadn't slept) and 13 whopping hours Sunday night, only to have a terrible day yesterday. SO, since I was up all but about an hour last night, I am going to try to sleep all day. So, somebody call the doggies and threaten them if they wake me up!! (no, don't call.....it'll wake me up, sorry) Not being pessimistic, just realistic that today will not be a pain-free, restful, restoring day because WE are SUPPOSED to sleep at night, therefore, so do doggies, and other people that like to ring the doorbell and call. So, hey my brain is working for once....the ringers are OFF and I'm gonna tape a sign over the doorbell that says....."I will CUT you!" and sign it "Bon Qui Qui" I mean, who would mess with her?? LOL j/k....I'll be nice!! Anyway, prayers going up today would be much appreciated. GOOD sleep is crucial in the recovery process. Again, I must say, thank you to all of you who have been asking how you can help and even wanted details of what the doctor said. Unfortunately, as I've only told a few people, some don't even care to listen......I don't take it personally anymore b/c those people have never really known much about my health issues or cared enough to hear it all. I agree, it's a lot to take in, but when we truly want to know how to pray for someone, a few minutes of undivided attention and actually looking at someone as they speak to you, shouldn't be too difficult. I will just be more selective in who I choose to divuldge info too. (Even if they're people I think should be concerned) WOW......there went another "rant." Can't say the title of my blog didn't clue you in that it could possibly happen. Okay, blogger land.....night night for me I hope.....need to rest up in hopes to go to church tomorrow night and to sing in a wedding Saturday. May seem far away to a normal person, but not to my abnormal and stubborn body!!! Hope all reading have a BLESSED and amazing day!!!!!!

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hug!! Will pray for you and your friend and for a restful day! I am feeling much more at peace about where God has me in all of this stuff too after hearing from Him about not worrying about your life, what you will eat or drink. I know He has us where He wants us to keep us depending on Him and to grow - we sure cant get proud or self-reliant when we are feeling like this! So thats a blessing :) HUG!!!
Love
Beth

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